I’m still alive so far, but I’m having some major problems with my living situation. I’ve been mega anxious about my life all weekend, but then I was reminded of a quote that I used to say to myself daily.
“CREATE YOUR OWN FUTURE”
I’m in a terrible stage in my life where I’m forced to live outside of my apartment at the worst time. I’m actually truly afraid for my life, and I’m afraid to go outside after this whole ordeal is over.
I just want this to end quickly with all ends tied. No one trying to rip me off and with nobody not believing me.
I need to remind myself of a few things so I’ll write them down here quickly:
Priscilla you are a good girl now and everyone knows that. You were pretty bad growing up, but you’ve learned a lot and you’ve gotten to be one smart tough lady.
Every time an idiot comes across you they think that you are obligated to acknowledge their existence. You are not. Politely tell them to go away and ignore them forever. You will have to deal with these types of idiots until you move. Which is soon, so hang on tight. You can do it.
There’s a lot of good people out there. The dumb ones are just attracted to you because of your exterior. You don’t need shallow people like that in your life at all so stay away from them. Don’t give them a chance, it won’t turn out well because they won’t get what they want and they’ll throw a fit and hold grudges.
You have to be happy. Don’t let idiots ruin your day. If you do then they’ll win. You only have one life to live so why waste your youth thinking about people that don’t matter? It’s stupid and childish. You have much more important things to think about.
If you want to be happy then you have to focus on the good. Get your work done then be happy whenever possible. Don’t let people take advantage of you. This is America and they live in the stone age so everyone is still sexist. Remember that and don’t let anyone fool you. You know their tricks. Fight against it.
If it gets too tough remember this: Do you want to let people walk over you? Do you want the bad people to continue being bad? If you don’t stop them now then they’ll just hurt other people. No one deserves that.
Create your own future Priscilla. Every second of your life is up to you. You’re missing out on all the good if you focus on the bad and the unknown. Forget about it.
It will be okay.
I’ll write more in depth about this of course after it’s over and I have time to breathe.
I also really need to start doing my Grateful posts again.
I’ve been busy with school and an internship and now stupid huge problems that could have been easily avoided if the other party was mature.
If you have kids, don’t spoil them. Make them know how it feels to struggle and feel pain and fear. This is how you create an adult.